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When did I become so cold and withdrawn?
Humans need fantasy to be human.To be the place where the falling angel meets the rising ape.
Terry Pratchett, Hogfather.

I miss writing in my lj but I had to post this quote. And yes,I am fine....stumbling along blindly but fine otherwise.
What I will be doing a lot of next season of Game of Thrones
....remind me exactly WHY is it, that I still keep my lj?


There are moments when I despair of modern film.I think that it is depressing that so many movies follow formulas and that anything that is typically unusual or creative or beautiful, is stamped under movies where they make jokes about masturbating into socks,( This is The End, I am looking at you), franchise films,( Star Trek, Iron Man, etc. And yes, while I adore the Avengers, it is part of a franchise) or simply cliche.
When I stopped speaking to Michael, I wondered if I really am such an awful person. As awful as Nat and Raven always said that I am.

There are moments that I still wonder.

Pointless whining.

There are moments when I do not ant to be responsible. When, what I want most, is to say to hell with always being a "good" girl.

And lately, I have felt like that more and more.
The wonderful thing about being 30, is that you realize while people may hate you and curse your memory, you have stopped caring.
You know the moment when you pass rage to the calm, I am done with you anger? I think I just hit that moment. To hell with romantic love, it only gives you grief in the end.

Horror, night time and age.

It has taken me this long to realize that watching certain movies like Ju On at night is a really bad idea. For starters, it is only while watching tha movie that I realized just how...unfriendly the night really is. Odd that watching such a movie could make you realized that whereas wandering the streets at 2 am is comfortable.


Now that I am 30, when exactly am I supposed to become wise?


General rarrr
Why am I still doing this?

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